My valentine's gift from Him was big. Bigger than any of yours I'm sure (: Haha! Today was a rather eventful day. And I can say confidently that I'm not the same person as the person I was before I left the house today.
It was rather nice and fuzzy seeing couples all around today. It's weird though, how every girl has a flower in their hand, and I could almost suffocate in the intense atmosphere of competition amongst the girls (who has bigger bouquets of roses, who has more cards.) As much as I said like I didn't bother, how v day should be everyday and how v day's totally commercialized and stupid, but deep down I did feel a little envious of them, I felt like, "Prince charming, could you please hurry up." (Okay am I being too honest? Haha. K, read on.)
But yes, my Prince did not let me down at all. He gave me the best, the biggest vday present ever :') Even as I'm typing, my nose is beginning to sour and my vision is getting blurred. Haha. I got into an accident today. I was in my friend(Z)'s car and we were on our way back to yishun from running errands. Honestly, it scared the heck out of me. Felt like my lungs flew out and were touching the windscreen. But obviously I didn't wanna show it cos then it would not help Z at all. Cos Z would have the right to be the most freaked out, poor Z. Sorta collided into a van when turning. The screams of warning prior to collision, the sound of the loud bang, the sound of the tyres screeching, seeing the van at our windscreen, then spinning. At that moment, I thought I was gonna die or something. But thank God. And I really mean it with ALL my heart.
The impact felt very great but when we got out of the car, the damage seemed not as bad as what we thought it to be. (Wonder.) No one was hurt, at all! Though the van spinned 180degrees it didnt not flip and none was injured, at all. Thank God that it was a van and not a motorcyclist. Thank God there wasn't any incoming car, Thank God we did not drive right into the petrol kiosk right beside, if not symrna would have been blown up too. Thank God that the other driver was a really kind man. (Rare in Spore, you've gotta admit.) Thank God Z didn't get it too bad from parents. It was really as if Jesus was there to cushion the collision, it was like Jesus was there holding each one in the car making sure that we wouldn't get hurt a single bit. His peace and love really just began to overwhelm me from that point after I cried out to Him.
I can't imagine... If I died today,what would I have to show Him? It hit me that the time I have on this earth is really short, precious and it is such a privilege to be able to live. I always thought, "God, just take me home." when the going gets tough, but today, my answer to God was, "Give me some more time, I will make good my time, I will get down to doing what I'm supposed to do." Perhaps today's incident came as a wake up call for me. A harsh one. But I think I needed it. It's really time I stop being distracted by so many things, it's time I stop living for all the wrong reasons.
I just feel super duper duper loved today (: I feel like I've drawn so much closer to Him just today. It was like something broke through, in my walk with Him and in my heart. So many things that were on my mind last night, they all seem so small now. I am really determined to keep my heart for Him and Him alone. (Not gonna have the gift of celibacy I hope, stupid joy.) Jeremy's sermon today really spoke to me. I guess we really need to learn to keep our hearts guarded, focused and not just give Him the leftovers of our hearts all the time. Not that He depises it, He doesn't. But I just think Jesus deserves better than the leftovers of my heart. He gave up everything He had for me eh. Haha
Yep so that pretty much sums up my great day! Oh, though I totally forgot ALL my lines to my retarded skit, thank God for giving me erm, impromtu lines. Hahaha. And and, joy developed some photos from her holga cam today and guess what, I had the nicest picture of the lot. Taken dunno when. Haha Yay (: (Pardon me for the makeup-less chui face. Haha!)
It was rather nice and fuzzy seeing couples all around today. It's weird though, how every girl has a flower in their hand, and I could almost suffocate in the intense atmosphere of competition amongst the girls (who has bigger bouquets of roses, who has more cards.) As much as I said like I didn't bother, how v day should be everyday and how v day's totally commercialized and stupid, but deep down I did feel a little envious of them, I felt like, "Prince charming, could you please hurry up." (Okay am I being too honest? Haha. K, read on.)
But yes, my Prince did not let me down at all. He gave me the best, the biggest vday present ever :') Even as I'm typing, my nose is beginning to sour and my vision is getting blurred. Haha. I got into an accident today. I was in my friend(Z)'s car and we were on our way back to yishun from running errands. Honestly, it scared the heck out of me. Felt like my lungs flew out and were touching the windscreen. But obviously I didn't wanna show it cos then it would not help Z at all. Cos Z would have the right to be the most freaked out, poor Z. Sorta collided into a van when turning. The screams of warning prior to collision, the sound of the loud bang, the sound of the tyres screeching, seeing the van at our windscreen, then spinning. At that moment, I thought I was gonna die or something. But thank God. And I really mean it with ALL my heart.
The impact felt very great but when we got out of the car, the damage seemed not as bad as what we thought it to be. (Wonder.) No one was hurt, at all! Though the van spinned 180degrees it didnt not flip and none was injured, at all. Thank God that it was a van and not a motorcyclist. Thank God there wasn't any incoming car, Thank God we did not drive right into the petrol kiosk right beside, if not symrna would have been blown up too. Thank God that the other driver was a really kind man. (Rare in Spore, you've gotta admit.) Thank God Z didn't get it too bad from parents. It was really as if Jesus was there to cushion the collision, it was like Jesus was there holding each one in the car making sure that we wouldn't get hurt a single bit. His peace and love really just began to overwhelm me from that point after I cried out to Him.
I can't imagine... If I died today,what would I have to show Him? It hit me that the time I have on this earth is really short, precious and it is such a privilege to be able to live. I always thought, "God, just take me home." when the going gets tough, but today, my answer to God was, "Give me some more time, I will make good my time, I will get down to doing what I'm supposed to do." Perhaps today's incident came as a wake up call for me. A harsh one. But I think I needed it. It's really time I stop being distracted by so many things, it's time I stop living for all the wrong reasons.
I just feel super duper duper loved today (: I feel like I've drawn so much closer to Him just today. It was like something broke through, in my walk with Him and in my heart. So many things that were on my mind last night, they all seem so small now. I am really determined to keep my heart for Him and Him alone. (Not gonna have the gift of celibacy I hope, stupid joy.) Jeremy's sermon today really spoke to me. I guess we really need to learn to keep our hearts guarded, focused and not just give Him the leftovers of our hearts all the time. Not that He depises it, He doesn't. But I just think Jesus deserves better than the leftovers of my heart. He gave up everything He had for me eh. Haha
Yep so that pretty much sums up my great day! Oh, though I totally forgot ALL my lines to my retarded skit, thank God for giving me erm, impromtu lines. Hahaha. And and, joy developed some photos from her holga cam today and guess what, I had the nicest picture of the lot. Taken dunno when. Haha Yay (: (Pardon me for the makeup-less chui face. Haha!)
When I'm with You, my heart is satisfied
When I'm with You, my spirit can fly
When I'm with You, all the cares of my life just fade away
Until all I want
Until all I see is You
-When I'm with You by Klaus
13 comments:
totally an awesome/eventful valentine's day...
the best gift ever!!!
Praise God man! :D. God is just that great :)
Whoa... Accident eh... That sounds scary... Thank God though! :D
Thank God you all are alright
THANK GOD REALLY MAN :D :D
Yo! Vondotcom blog is back on track! visit when u are free and tag along with a tag!! :)
i know when!! when we were practising for Christmas outreach at cck~ =)
Hey.. Just read your post. Sorry for the lateness, I'm not an avid fan of blog reading.
Your account really moved me, I felt a stir in my heart and a lil bit of tears collect behind my eyes. Wow..
I do believe God works through amazing ways to secure our hearts, albeit in ways less dramatic as yours. And it's all strategically orchestrated for each of us personally.
Thank God you're alive! =)
Indeed, as Jesus asked Peter to "Feed my sheep" when Peter said he loves Jesus, let's be disciples who will feed His sheep! Press on towards the goal, to win the prize for which God has called us heavenward in Christ Jesus! =)
ohmygoodness! im so glad you're fine girlie!
To ET: Ohya, I was doing my christmas cards!
to alywin: (:
to syl: SYLVIA CHONG! :D All the best for you midterms dear!
Thank you for putting the song by Klaus on your blog, I was searching for the lyrics but didn't have the title nor singer. But when I happened to come accross on your blog I found it. God bless you, it an awesome song.
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