i had an extremely morbid dream the other day.

i walked into the bathroom. i saw a translucent pail, sealed. out of curiosity, i opened it. to my horror, i found jack(my dearest cat) floating inside, motionless. someone drowned my cat! i picked it up and couldn't stop crying. i actually wished in my dream that it was a dream. i woke up thereafter.

i know, super sick! its like deeply embedded in the root of my mind! arhh.

message of the day: be nice to cats. (:

today is just a dream that i've not awoken from. now, wake up esther. time to wake up. i want to wake up now.