I can't begin to say how utterly pissed I am with myself- for not choosing the right topic to study for, not having good memory, not having a brain perhaps. The image of a possible result slip saying "preposterous! F!" isn't making it any better. The more I think about how my papers went, the more I feel furious with myself for my lack of discipline and sheer laziness and stupidity. Arg. I shan't talk about it any further since it merely makes me feel worst about myself.
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Its time to stand up again. Now that my midterm exams are over. Its time to start working hard, thats the least I can do if I really want God to help me I guess.
Some lessons have to be learnt the hard way. This one's particularly tough.
I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne
Because no matter what happens, You are worthy of my praise (:
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