I didn't set an alarm ystd night just so I could sleep in today. (not like I'd wake up even if i did actually (normally)) But to my horrors of horrors, I developed a biological clock in the process of my exams unknowingly. I woke up at 9!!! Yea, mind blowing isn't it. I had to force myself back to bed after in attempt to re-adjust my newly developed "biological clock".
I can't believe I'm actually feeling bored now. This day of slacking at home without guilt, I've worked so hard towards, so looked forward to in the past few months. But now that I'm here, it just seems "okay". It ain't that great afterall. I'm actually feeling like I'm wasting my day without accomplishing anything much. Haha. It just like how you're dying of hunger and then you eat too much that you feel uncomfortable. Not a good analogy.
Hmm, how bout like when you wanna buy that dress so bad, but when you've got it, worn it once and you realize you look hideous in it, thus you don't like it anymore. Or when you long to meet up with your good ol friends but when you actually do, you just realize you've all changed individually and its just awkward when you run out of stuff to talk about. Or how you dream for Mr right and then when it comes its just "o, okay." Haha, okay not. Or how much I wanted to find out who the childish and unthoughtful person who would tag such nasty things like "oh wow whatever" was. But when my friend helped me to find out who it was, I didn't feel great knowing who the person was. Its like when I get this and that, then will I be happy. But how long does that "happiness" last for?
Okay, maybe I'm just thinking too much. But yea, talk about temporal satisfactions.
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