Inevitable change.

Countdown to brother's wedding: 2 days.

That is exciting yet freaky in a way. I'm excited for him, but yet it would mean after this two days there'll be no one to disturb in the middle of the night to go buy me a bottle of snapple/ counsel me in my foolish dilemmas/ watch cool youtube videos with / gossip with/ help me off my bedroom lights anymore. I know how people say nothing's gonna change. But seriously, being brutally honest with myself, I know that things are not gonna be quite the same. I mean, I've seen this person in my house for the past 20years of my life, hullo. Haha. I guess I'm gonna miss having him around alot. Aww.

But yea, I love the idea of marriage alot. Its like starting a whole new life altogether! New environment, new people, new whatever. So fun and exciting (: My mum just started her "Go get yourself a prospective husband pleasee" talk again! Yes, like again. Oh my, I'm gg nuts. On the bright side, there's no more khor to encourage my mum of her unacceptable ways. Haha. Remember how they used to gang up against me to talk about it. Oh man, I'm not even 20 for goodness sake la. Maybe I should just scare them one day. Hiak Hiak. Bring a random strange freaky guy home. HAHAH. Okay, NOT.

Went for manicure with Von today. Thanks von for tolerating with my indecisiveness while shopping for my heels! Heh (I can't stand myself either). Anyway, when I told the manicurists, "Yea, need the nails done for wedding." They opened their eyes wide at me and went, "Oh." Haha! Of course I explained. Haha. To save myself from their disdain. Can't stand people who love to jump into conclusions. Oh well, let's just not go there! Haha.

Guess I should go sleep earlier tdy! Its 2am and I haven't showered. Not being a very good steward-ess of my own body! Ruining my bio-clock with the frequent latenights. Haha. It's gonna be crazy fun starting from the moment I wake up tmr :D Rehearsals, decorations preparations, stayover at kt and the wedding duh! Be back on 16th! (: Seeeya.

Sometimes, life starts with goodbye.