Certain incidents that happened today have left me with one conclusion: People don't take me seriously. Someone said it in my face jokingly today, but it made me think. It was seemingly reinforcing what happened before that was said. I was really speechless after it all happened. I think I overestimated how much I meant to you, you and you.
I thought I was making enough effort, but who am I joking, it's never good enough. Why are people are so hard to please? I wish I wasn't human sometimes. I wish I was a stone. I wish I was a non living thing. I wish I didn't have feelings. I wish I didn't have a need for some self esteem or dignity. Then I could be everyone's punching bag and nobody would have to bother about the aftermath. Not like anyone does anw.
Tell me what you want me to be, tell me what you want me to do. I will try harder. I'm just really tired of being human and trying to tell myself not to be one.
Go on, judge me for having non-positive emotions and expressing them here. It's okay, it wouldn't hurt me any more.
I thought I was making enough effort, but who am I joking, it's never good enough. Why are people are so hard to please? I wish I wasn't human sometimes. I wish I was a stone. I wish I was a non living thing. I wish I didn't have feelings. I wish I didn't have a need for some self esteem or dignity. Then I could be everyone's punching bag and nobody would have to bother about the aftermath. Not like anyone does anw.
Tell me what you want me to be, tell me what you want me to do. I will try harder. I'm just really tired of being human and trying to tell myself not to be one.
Go on, judge me for having non-positive emotions and expressing them here. It's okay, it wouldn't hurt me any more.
13 comments:
Hey i know this isn't helping,
but cheerup:)
i'm always ready to be ur happy pill if u need one!!
People will always be hard to please, thats why we learn to please God instead (: Galatians 1:10
Dont bother trying to please people, it will be very tiring and in the end it will never be worth it.
Hope you feel better (:
Yea.. Agree with Anonymous.. Who cares what people think... Not everyone's gonna hate you... Everyone has their own "market". Btw, I'm BACK! http://here-in-your-presence.blogspot.com/ :)
chin up(:
like how you used to cheer me up.
don have to bother with what others thinks about you.
i think you're great, from the bottom of my heart(: love!
heyy hope you're feeling better by the time you see this. don't be sad anymore! praying for you..
to veronica: It sure helped (: Rrly. Thanks for caring.
tojamie: I need to meet you. :( feels so long. I stare at the photo frame everyday can :( Hahaha Okay now I sound sick in the mind.
Hey Annon, that was so appropriate. Thanks so so so much (: I think I know who you are la! Haha.
hey fab, linked you!
hey es chong, thanks for your encouragement (: You are too kind. Haha. It's so awesome aye, that we can be there for each other? (:
ELMO's dumb. He sings songs about a fish in a fish tank all day long. Hahaha
Hey col :') Ahhhhhhh. :')
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