if only.
if only i could go with you.
if only you didnt have to go.
i know you should, and i want you to.
but all these fears are overwhelming me
lyke crashing waves.
i dont know how my days are gonna be;
w/o you.
don't go. please don't.

i know you have to.

lord please, help me to know that your plan's and your thots are always bigger, and tt they're the best. for me. for them.