Hello world,
School has officially started for almost two weeks. And its been almost three weeks since I first penned my resolutions down. Walked home after giving tuition today (I love slow walks home alone, gives me time to reflect and ponder bout stuff. Heh!) and it came to me that of the 13 resolutions I've made, I've fufilled less than one quarter of them.
Nope, I haven't done a single piece of reading. Neither have I been watching my diet (the total opposite I might say) or exercising for that matter. And for the shopping fast, hmm. Lets just say I bought two dresses within 5 minutes today. (Mum coerced me into doing so! Haha. Yea right.) Haven't been spending too long to linger and wait on God daddy neither. I guess the only things I've been doing right are that I'm giving tuition every other day this week and I had dinner with Mum and Dad today. We all start somewhere, I guess.
This week has just been kinda weird. Everyday, without fail, something's been happening and it just seems like I've no control over situations that happen around me at all. Wow, took me quite awhile to realize huh. Wols. But yea, I guess God has really opened my eyes to see how He holds the Universe in His hand, and how He holds my world in the palm of His hands. That He's really got it altogether and really, that I don't have to worry so much over the trivial matters in life.
Read Jamie's latest post titled "Abba Father" and it made so much sense to me, somehow. That if God was really my father (I mean, He is), then He would want the best and only the very best for me. He would know my likes, my dislikes, and He won't be out to get me and make life difficult to see how many points He can deduct from me or see how badly I fail as a daughter. Truth is, He cares, He knows, and He's more than willing to give (: That blows my mind. I always knew that, but I never really knew it. Its like, I don't have to depend on someone else's "God bless you, Esther." to be blessed! My heavenly father loves me so much He'd naturally wanna bless me. I'm really so so thankful to be a child of God. What a blessing. Its like better than wishing for a fairy God mother! (Cos obviously fairies don't exist. But God daddy does!)
Mum has been pushing me quite alot on THE million dollar question, "When are you getting a boyfriend!" I mean, its kinda funny at first, but after awhile I honestly start to worry. Like ohmygosh, there's something wrong with me! Haha. But yea, God cares for my future, He knows I wanna get married, and He's more than willing to bless me with the bestest hubby in the world (: Isn't that just awesome. Haha. Even if it means NO JOEL HOUSTON for me, I'm fine. Hahaha (God, similar one can? Haha) Oh my gosh, why am I saying all these on the internet. Haha! But I really believe la, and God won't let me down. He promised ;) ;) ;)
I'm so glad that not only is God my God, He is my friend, He is my dad. (:
School has officially started for almost two weeks. And its been almost three weeks since I first penned my resolutions down. Walked home after giving tuition today (I love slow walks home alone, gives me time to reflect and ponder bout stuff. Heh!) and it came to me that of the 13 resolutions I've made, I've fufilled less than one quarter of them.
Nope, I haven't done a single piece of reading. Neither have I been watching my diet (the total opposite I might say) or exercising for that matter. And for the shopping fast, hmm. Lets just say I bought two dresses within 5 minutes today. (Mum coerced me into doing so! Haha. Yea right.) Haven't been spending too long to linger and wait on God daddy neither. I guess the only things I've been doing right are that I'm giving tuition every other day this week and I had dinner with Mum and Dad today. We all start somewhere, I guess.
This week has just been kinda weird. Everyday, without fail, something's been happening and it just seems like I've no control over situations that happen around me at all. Wow, took me quite awhile to realize huh. Wols. But yea, I guess God has really opened my eyes to see how He holds the Universe in His hand, and how He holds my world in the palm of His hands. That He's really got it altogether and really, that I don't have to worry so much over the trivial matters in life.
Read Jamie's latest post titled "Abba Father" and it made so much sense to me, somehow. That if God was really my father (I mean, He is), then He would want the best and only the very best for me. He would know my likes, my dislikes, and He won't be out to get me and make life difficult to see how many points He can deduct from me or see how badly I fail as a daughter. Truth is, He cares, He knows, and He's more than willing to give (: That blows my mind. I always knew that, but I never really knew it. Its like, I don't have to depend on someone else's "God bless you, Esther." to be blessed! My heavenly father loves me so much He'd naturally wanna bless me. I'm really so so thankful to be a child of God. What a blessing. Its like better than wishing for a fairy God mother! (Cos obviously fairies don't exist. But God daddy does!)
Mum has been pushing me quite alot on THE million dollar question, "When are you getting a boyfriend!" I mean, its kinda funny at first, but after awhile I honestly start to worry. Like ohmygosh, there's something wrong with me! Haha. But yea, God cares for my future, He knows I wanna get married, and He's more than willing to bless me with the bestest hubby in the world (: Isn't that just awesome. Haha. Even if it means NO JOEL HOUSTON for me, I'm fine. Hahaha (God, similar one can? Haha) Oh my gosh, why am I saying all these on the internet. Haha! But I really believe la, and God won't let me down. He promised ;) ;) ;)
I'm so glad that not only is God my God, He is my friend, He is my dad. (:
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