Tuesday, January 13, 2009

First tear drops in 2009

Mum's recovering well from the operation on Sat. Thank you for all your prayers, well wishes, gifts, and visitations. I think it's one of the reasons why mum's recovering so well. But we still owe it all to God who's been a faithful and just blessing our family in so many ways. The operation has really helped me realize how important my parents are to me. I rrly don't know what I'd do without them man.

Have been quite pms-y (and I hardly pms I think?) lately. And today could have possibly been the worst day of my life. I woke up having extremely bad cramps and lost alot of blood thereafter (okay too much info. haa). I tried bidding and searching for 2 more mods since I only had 4, and failed to. (Sorry if I irritated you while asking you to help me with the dilemma I was in.) And so I had to say goodbye to my plan of graduating a semester earlier. I had one of the most boring lectures of my life today afternoon on the first day of school. Her accent was so strong, I could barely make out what she was saying at all. I had to say goodbye to several good friends today. :'( More than anything, I had to say goodbye to all I thought I knew. My heart really dropped when it all happened.

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
Simple plan- Save you

It hurts so so bad- the cramps, the scratchy throat and seeing you that way.

God be the solution.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey will be praying for you dear (:

Charis said...

I want to give you a hug now!!!! :'(

Clara said...

*hugs!!