its bad enough to wake up on the wrong side of the bed, realising you're having a bad hair day.
then, you realise tt you were actually supposed to wake up at 5 to START studying for a major section of your paper .
BUT its already 6.45!!
you think "okay its okay, i'll study on the bus."
when you think waking up late and gg unprepared for a paper is bad enough,
just as you step outa the house, it starts raining. HEAVILY.
great. drag an umbrella along,
miss the bus.
by this time, if you still think that its a wonderful day and you tell me you won't even think of swearing, YOU MUST BE GOD.haha
try flagging a cab. no cab passes your eyes without a 'hired'/ 'on call' signal.
try calling for a cab. none gets thru. btw, taxi companies are real stupid. all they do- make you you wait lyke a zillion years listening to some cheesy song that never seem to end soon. rarr!

its 7.30!!school starts are 7.40. youre livng in bukoit batok btw. your paper starts are 7.50.
without a cab, there's no way youre reaching in 10 mins!!

inthe end, you take the next bus tt is moving slower than jamie(haha).imagine tt.
okay, youre soo late for the paper. as you run into school you realise. its math youre taking, but you didnt bring a calculator!!!! call colleen my saviour if this ever happens to you. haha thank goodness she had one!!
after running into the hall, realising that everyone's seated and they're ready to begin. den, you forgot where you were supposed to sit at. haha

embarrased, flustered, angry, unprepared. you sit at your chair thinking, IM SO SCREWED.

in this circumstance, all i could do, was look to god. and indeed he NEVER FAILS.
suprisingly, once i prayed, i felt such peace, joy, and assurance.=))

indeed even when our circumstances are so great, so discouraging, god is still more than able to turn the wrong situation around. very strangely, throughout the paper, i was not one bit panicky, in fact, i was really relaxed.
whatever the outcome of my promos, whether i get promoted or not, i think, it doesnt reali matter as much anymore,cos i know that ive learnt something much more valuable in the process of it. mot imptly, ive drawn much closer to god.=)
he's shown himself to be that strong faithful pillartime and again, i guess i dun realli have much to worry about. =)